Monday, March 20, 2017

Bestfriend wedding

Dearest bestfriend getting married,
I know her since 2011, we are housemate and become roomate the next year till my last day in uni life. 
She's the one who is extrovert, am an introvert.
She always said about marriage and how she want to send her kids to uni when she is 40 years old. But now, its a little bit late than expected. Hahaaa
She said that kepoci like her who talk about marriage, will kahwin late.
And the one who doesnt talk about marriage will kahwin early.
But I guess she guess wrongly, She is the second one in the house to get married.
Hauna said maybe because she talk about marriage in usrah, ramai mendoakan sebab majlis ilmu kan. 

Dearest Mai and husband, 
May Allah bless your marriage till Jannah,
Am happy to see you happy with the love of your life. 
Now, you have someone who will always be there to listen to you.
Be good to each other.
And obivously Mai , jangan nak nakal sangat. 😂😂😂

Friday, March 3, 2017



Am opening back my blog, coz i dont have anything to do,
Scrolling my draft and there is so many thing that I write that I never posted.
Currently posting it, and you may notice the post in 2016.
Posting it because some of the story inspired me. Maybe it can inspire youu ?

So many things happen.

Pass my medical school exam in September,
Done my SPA interview in February (am in second intake interview)
Currently waiting for interview result and placement, maybe in April or June.

OMG, gonna start work as HO kontrak.
Lets do our best
May Allah ease.

Friday, February 24, 2017

Interview HO

Hi, Assalamualaikum ,

Done my SPA interview finally on 22 February in Kuantan,
was so scared they might ask us medical thingy coz my memory lost partially. Hahaa

So arrived there at 9.30 supposed my turn at 11.00 am but am the last person arrived,
Itnerview was conducted in group of 5 or 4. Mine was 4 because we are the last 4.
Basically ada je previously certain interviewer yang conduct sorang sorang and it takes around 20 to 30 minutes per person kot.

What to bring ?
Basically you have to bring one copy to be given to tbem and another one in the file.

To be given
- Bukti panggilan iv ( emel from them)
- Resume
- IC and Sijil Lahir ( photocopy )
- SPM , Asasi cert and transkrip, Graduation cert and transkrip ( photocopy )
- Surat MMC ( photocopy )

In the file
- all above ( original one)
- your cert from school till uni

No worries sebab the staff at the counter will check it for you first.

What they ask?
For my interview, there is one SPA person and another one is doctor ( public health)
Both were super nice and banyak kasi nasihat.

SPA person only ask us to introduce yourself and tell him about your journey of medical school ( cerita lah apa apa yang menarik about your journey, i mainly cerita about my elective and last semester)

Doctor ask few question, one each la because we are in a group of 4 .
- Dengue sign and management.
- Common cause APH ( he said dont forget it maybe sign of labour ) and PPH
- I forgot the 3rd person question but he asked mainly about public health
- Mine, he asked about miscarriage definition and what to do if baby born preterm

Interview takes around 1 hour and finally we are done.
All the best for your future.

Hope this help you guys a little bit on how the interview is.

Friday, September 9, 2016


Pass our Final Pro Exam 2. 
58 of us in one batch. 
Congrats everyone.
Unofficialy a Dr.

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Long case : Pro Exam 2

Thank you Ya Allah.

I am totally grateful today for what Allah has give me.
I am super scared, cuak but at the same time I pray that Allah will ease me.
Alhamdulillah, i got lipoma case.
Was asked to examine, management cyst or abscess, when to operate.
Alhamdulillah, another patient said I do well.
Alhamdulillah, they ask question that I know what to answer.

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah,
I didnt get hernia which I didnt want to examine because am scared sebab jarang jarang dapat examine,
Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah,
I didnt get Obs and Gynae which I really really want because maybe I cant coop with the examiner.

Thank you Allah.
If I pass the exam, this is all because of Allah mercy.
Not because of me but because of Allah want me to be a doctor.
InsyaAllah, towards a better muslimah doctor in the future.
InsyaAllah, towards a good Obs and Gynae specialist who will help lady out there.

May all of us pass this exam together.
Have faith in Him .

I said, "finally the day come to an end, where we almost done with our exam"
Mai said "same with hardship , atau ujian yang Allah bagi, semuanya insyaAllah akan berakhir dimana Allah akam hadirkan pelangi"
All you need to do is have faith, Indeed He is near.

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

And today

And today.

i am deeply depressed with the hard question that I never expect.
i think i lose hope toward myself.
but I hope, I really really hope I will pass with izin Allah, with redha Allah and with Allah will.
 Aku tawakal

Sunday, August 28, 2016

A day before

A day before exam,
mak abah come to visit me to send me my roadtax
but i know mak abah wanna wish me luck and give me strength for my upcomig exam.
the moment when i hug mak and abah, they wish me all the best for exam.
they pray for me and i know deep in their heart, they pray for me everyday.
because mak said, insyaAllah, Allah will ease.
abah too.
both of them are my strength, my weakness.
may Allah bless both of them